Current mood:	blank
Current music:	devil in jersey city/sweet (new favorite song, thanks dave)

too empty, achy and bored for sleep
i decided not to go to sleep tonite cuz im on really weird hours and it would be tough to fall asleep any time before 6am and if i went to sleep after 6 theres no way i'd get up for classes. despite being on the verge of a cold, im gonna deprive myself sleep in some hopes of getting out of this cycle of waking up after 6pm and staying up past 6am, but if i quit the cycle i'll have to quit winnie the pooh so who knows, plus with my class schedules being so opposite on alternating days i cant really get on a healthy pattern.

so i played some NES and SNES on computer emulators, read a little, shaved, watched winnie the pooh, and played with the sims and a program i dloaded to make the pictures that u can buy and hang on the walls in the sims..i have hw for history but for some reason i cant ever make myself do it on sundays i have to wait till the 3 hrs between classes to do it...

so much to do and say but yet i dont feel like writing any more i'd just rather spend the next 2 hrs before i get ready for class staring into space through my smudged glasses..im kinda numb cuz i took some excedrin to ease the full body aching, and now im shaking and staring at the screen and it feels like when a camera for a cliche teenage show, does a quick dramatic zoom from wide shot to closeup to the sound of the record needle being yanked off the phonograph. i zone out and come back to that feeling every few minutes and i cant stop bouncing my leg...but i dont ache anymore