Current mood:	refreshed
Current music:	Alk3 - goddamnit

a wonderfully perfect October day- crisp, clear, still & bright
i didnt sleep last nite so there was no way to miss class...i went to buruss hall at 9 for my 905 math and i forgot my schedule and couldnt find the class, i knew it was downstairs but i didnt kno what room, so walked around looking for familiar students goign into rooms but i only know a few kids from math so i went and explored some of campus and enjoyed the beautiful fall day and found mikes convenience store where they sell cloves...

i checked my mail and low and behold the mysterious package david sent me was there along with a phone bill, i have to pay 5 bucks a month and i didnt even make one phone call from my dorm room...davids package was fun and much appreciated, a picture of him with a note, some stickers, an alkaline trio cd and a bracelet which i will never take off...thanks buddy...

in Gcom i finally talked to my teacher and she said i had a zero for not showing up for the speech and that her email has been down thats why i didnt get any response from her...however thank god that no one in my class read the textbook on how to give a speech cuz they all did it wrong and, she's never done this but our classes grades were so bad that she is giving everyone including me a chance to redo the same speech and she'll average the 2 grades...so the best i can get is a 50 but thats fine cuz i'm lucky that i can now pass the class at all...woo hooo...

since its columbus day and lots of folks have off, its an open house here and theres tour groups everywhere, i like being overly nice to them and making them think everyone is nice...thats how they got me, but i visited on a weekend when everyone was drunk so of course they were nice...

oooh oooh also i got my first nosebleed, or at least the first one i've gotten since i started forming conscious memories, perhaps one time coked up in vegas with some chinese businessmen and high class whores but that wouldnt have been conscious or remembered....my nose was pouring and i thought it was just runny and it was flowing so fast it got all over the floor and then since my neck is sore i couldnt lean back so i laid down on the floor till it stopped...exciting!

and whatever organ is in my lower right of my back, spleen/liver/kidney/pancreas/?, its not getting better but instead is throbbing more and harder, i think its trying to escape my wretched failure body, or its just answering my calls for death or is dead from abuse...