Danny Who (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} danwho) wrote,@ 2002-10-22 19:33:00 |
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insanity
i finished my paper with half an hour to spare, it wasn't perfection but it was quite good, i had trouble keeping under the 5 page maximum and had to cut out some flowing sentences and supporting quotes...i was walking to class and i was so tired and strung out on capuccino and adderall, that i would stare into space and mumble under my breath without knowing, i'd mumble and then halfway through the phrase or sentence i'd realize i was speaking, i had no clue, how i started without noticing...the things i was saying too, were insane, about people i never met and sometimes including jibberish words or talking in a vanacular from another time or something...anyway i kept doing it every few minutes and ppl kept staring at me, i must have had a confused or pained look on my face as i mumbled to myself.
when i stopped mumbling i saw a kid from my history class that i'd never talked to and i went up to him and talked about class and the paper as we walked to class, and turns out GET THIS, that the paper wasn't due today, last thursday Hyser pushed it back, at least its done.
I walked with another kid that i'd never met on the way to business and talked to him, and then in business i had a lot of fun talking to Marydan and felt really comfortable. then i walked home and noticed the mumbling again, damn my wretched soul, i'm going insane.
also last nite during a reading break, i shaved myself a goatee, a real one, with mustache and chin and connecting lines on each side of my lips, its coming in very nicely and im quite proud its full and perfect after like 4 days
other than the paper fiasco, my mumbling insanity, and the acceptance of the gut wrenching loss of Big Dipper the only other reason why today wasn't a perfect was my pants...i have been wearing my belt undone and open like i used to at home and i must have gotten thinner or leaner cuz my pants woudnt stay up so walking up hill home from classes i was forced to concede and buckle my belt..no biggie but it was a moral defeat to pants and why should they win, fuck those stupid fuckers...
i finished my paper with half an hour to spare, it wasn't perfection but it was quite good, i had trouble keeping under the 5 page maximum and had to cut out some flowing sentences and supporting quotes...i was walking to class and i was so tired and strung out on capuccino and adderall, that i would stare into space and mumble under my breath without knowing, i'd mumble and then halfway through the phrase or sentence i'd realize i was speaking, i had no clue, how i started without noticing...the things i was saying too, were insane, about people i never met and sometimes including jibberish words or talking in a vanacular from another time or something...anyway i kept doing it every few minutes and ppl kept staring at me, i must have had a confused or pained look on my face as i mumbled to myself.
when i stopped mumbling i saw a kid from my history class that i'd never talked to and i went up to him and talked about class and the paper as we walked to class, and turns out GET THIS, that the paper wasn't due today, last thursday Hyser pushed it back, at least its done.
I walked with another kid that i'd never met on the way to business and talked to him, and then in business i had a lot of fun talking to Marydan and felt really comfortable. then i walked home and noticed the mumbling again, damn my wretched soul, i'm going insane.
also last nite during a reading break, i shaved myself a goatee, a real one, with mustache and chin and connecting lines on each side of my lips, its coming in very nicely and im quite proud its full and perfect after like 4 days
other than the paper fiasco, my mumbling insanity, and the acceptance of the gut wrenching loss of Big Dipper the only other reason why today wasn't a perfect was my pants...i have been wearing my belt undone and open like i used to at home and i must have gotten thinner or leaner cuz my pants woudnt stay up so walking up hill home from classes i was forced to concede and buckle my belt..no biggie but it was a moral defeat to pants and why should they win, fuck those stupid fuckers...
