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Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
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like lilo and nani from lilo and stitch, stick my head into a pillow and scream!!!
this journal is therapeutic, i need to write to get my feelings out but when i sit in my room and do nothing i get braindead and have nothing to say this weekend i tried to avoid all human contact except matt, i wouldn't leave my bldg except for food, and i only left my room to go to the bathroom.
stef scolari (i dunno how to spell it stef)[sclafani, i was way off!] feels the same way about a lot of stuff as me so thats really good to know and have someone to talk to
k bake has the same feelings when it comes to girls and relationships as me and we are very similar which is also very good to hear
all my friends are great they put up with my bitching about my sudden and uncharacteristic unhappiness and offer helpful advice that i am probably not going to follow
i have a week of testing this week and i am really not doing well with school, im really afraid, as someone who doesnt care about anything, can be about my grades.
elliots at home for the next few days having his tonsils out, so me and matt are hanging out more, eating and watching a lot of tv.
i've been doing a lot of pushups and jumping rope with an invisible rope and eating protein bars which are really starting to taste good.
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i had lunch with my gcom group at d-hall, that was pretty good, jon lives near me in chesapeake so we took the bus home together too
i talked to nicole on the bus to classes and she invited me to a 80's theme party next fri.
michele called and it was fantastic to hear her voice, she seems to love school and have lots of friends and im happy for her
i think i did better than expected on my history test
i got 6 posibly 10 more points on my business test so i didnt fail anymore
i walked with angel for a awhile and then i saw a girl without legs, i wasnt sure if she was sitting on the rail or floating, she had a white shirt and a shoulder bag across her waist. i was staring at her and staring and as i got closer i saw she had legs and was standing but her pants were the same color as the factory behind her and she kept looking at me and looking away embarasedly as i stared at her and i just walked past her instead of yelling o my i thought u were afloat" which i probably should have. i was walking discussing this matter to myself as i passed a kid who was staring at me talking to myself and i stared at him and started laughing for no reason. i dunno it was funny and then i saw this kid greg on my hall whos in my math class i talked to him a few times he seems kinda quiet with people he doesnt kno, like me, i dunno i said hello and started walk with a new bounce in my step and jumping up stairs saying bounce bounce, i dunno i was happy for some reason, well thats my life take it or leave it
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