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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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i was dying on this speech thingy, i have to go today and i needed a topic and 5 sources, an outline, notecards and a speech and i had no topic. the topic has to be something you have a passion for or some background in, that the class will not be bored stiff by but yet has to be informational and serious, and has to be 5-7 minutes long.
slept late today, went to business and got dinner with matt and elliot
we had a fire drill tonight so since the last one took an hour i went to sheetz and was bored so i bought cigarettes and smoked a few. I came back and it turns out the drill was like 5 mninutes today. i couldnt think of a topic so i watched the twins game for a lil bit and then went for a walk looking for inspiration...i decided on a topic on how my boss let me come to work and leave whenever i wanted and i actually worked harder to get stuff done while i was there to make up for it and the flexibility, equality and independence of employees leads to productivity. i was gonna go look for sources but i saw nicole and she told me the library was closed but she showed me how to find sources from the library online..
while walking i found some cool stuff, like a railing thats in the middle of some stairs that travels from the 2nd story without break, its really long and steep, its such a good ride down on my ass but i hit the end hard where it flattens out. ill have to work on my technique, i rode that a few times and i also found a cool climbing tree and climbed it and explored the construction sites behind campus.
i have all my sources but i am working on the outline now and ill do some quick notecards, most of the speech is gonna be adlib from the heart cuz its something i know about.
oohhh ooooohhh i forgot, we made peanut butter and jelly sandwiches in business class, we have a test next class and all we did today was make sandwiches, it taught teamwork and how to reengineer an assembly line system to make it more efficient or something...
o and neuman said Mr. Liu took attendence in math last class, so i guess the party is over...
i'm so tired i bet i dont wake up for this cursed speech, that would be ironic and sucky
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i finished the speech o boy o boy o boy, "im tired, all these drinks and drugs no longer help" alkaline trio davey boy,,,,,,,,,,,im so tired and my back hurts and i am getting a sore throat and an earache, and im dying tommoorow, did i did i, do it right, did i did i" davey
my aim has a problem and wont work, im pissed, if i had finished half an hour earlier i could have watched winnie the pooh, my alarm is set for 7 cuz matts clock is on the fritz, howmy gonna deal with that alarm in an hour,, i gotta sleep im oggnna be so dead for my speech i bet it will suck......
imk lookin at 6 bottles empty of water, an empty box of corn pops and half a pack of stupid gay ciggaretes but im done and now im gonna go get 2-4 hours of sleep depending on goign to math or IM NOT>>>>
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I haven't done one thing right since i came to college. I havent partied too much, i am failing classes, i haven't met more than half my building and i rarely go to the other side of campus. i dont have friends, i dont have fun, and i am still not doing well academically. I FAILED GCOM FOR THE SEMESTER! i stayed up until 7 finishing my speech and stupidly i tried to sleep for 3 hrs. i set the alarm for 10 and i dont know what happened, i must have gotten up and turned it off but i have no memory of it. I woke up at 1 and freaked the fuck out. My teacher constantly tells stories of ppl who got zeros on the speeches cuz plagiarism or other fuckups and they automatically fail the whole class. She constantly tells stories of how she doesnt give second chances. She said the last class b4 that the only way to miss a speech and get a second chance was with a medical excuse. So when i got up i asked matt to break my arm and i was dead serious, he said he would and i called my mom to ask if since my class was at 11:15 and i didnt go to the hospital til 1:30, would my teacher buy the excuse, and my mom told me just to tell the truth which i usually agree with and cuz it was easier i just emailed my teacher apologizing and begging for a second chance even tho i know there is no hope of gettin one. So i take the class again next semester and this time i pay for it, i will also probably be taking math again and paying for that, my mom said since math is my weakness that i can get a C and she wouldnt make me pay for it. But i may not pass math and if i do it will be just barely so i'm gonna be paying or that. and i guess i pay for Gcom twice. fuck its all my fault. she changed the all A's and B's rule to if i dont get an A or B in a class then i build up a tab that i pay back for each class i dont ace. So my parents still seem to be paying room and board, i just pay for my classes unless i ace them.
i repelled off the eight story Eagle dorm, it was fantastic despite the fact i was stone faced and depressed the whole military science class except for the actual repelling. I went daring and took large jumps and let alot of rope out and went very fast it was a rush, just falling down 3 or 4 stories at a time. i really wouldnt have minded plummeting to my death but they have precautions against it. and then i returned to my dorm and the thoughts of Gcom and the fact i have a business test tommorow.i was thinking about going across the hall to the count and asking what he has to kill a man but make him happy as he goes, i bet hes got tons of shit for that...but i have a test and im tired depressed and have a headache...scientists really need to perfect those motivation pills that i fantasize about
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