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Monday, October 14th, 2002
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lazy sunday slept ate chips and dip and watched tv...i watched the fucking stupid angels beat the twins and then some stuff on comedy central including the over-advertised, over-hyped made-for-tv-movie, Porn and Chicken (ehhh), and then some adult swim and then Trading Places on TLC, which is a great show.. thats how boring my day was if i have to describe each show i watched, lucky for me i was only awake for about 8 hours today...matts been doing school work all day, writing a program for CompSci and hes been coming to me for, get this, math help, hahahah but i have actually been somewhat helpful..he has been playing the same 6 songs over and over all day: some fugees, some bob marley, a dance rave song, a hip hop/dance remix...their all good but its been the same handful all day..
i remember most of my night last night but i guess climbing wooden plank fences and rolling down hills and riding railings and falling alot left its toll cuz im feeling achy all over.. i have bruises on my hip, my neck is sore and i cnt move it too far to either side and whatever organs are located in the small of the right side of my back have atrophied, that area often hurts but today it was one of the unbearable ones where i couldnt maintain certain positions like sitting up. in addition i am gettin sick, i have a sore throat and alternating runny/stuffed noses..
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i decided not to go to sleep tonite cuz im on really weird hours and it would be tough to fall asleep any time before 6am and if i went to sleep after 6 theres no way i'd get up for classes. despite being on the verge of a cold, im gonna deprive myself sleep in some hopes of getting out of this cycle of waking up after 6pm and staying up past 6am, but if i quit the cycle i'll have to quit winnie the pooh so who knows, plus with my class schedules being so opposite on alternating days i cant really get on a healthy pattern.
so i played some NES and SNES on computer emulators, read a little, shaved, watched winnie the pooh, and played with the sims and a program i dloaded to make the pictures that u can buy and hang on the walls in the sims..i have hw for history but for some reason i cant ever make myself do it on sundays i have to wait till the 3 hrs between classes to do it...
so much to do and say but yet i dont feel like writing any more i'd just rather spend the next 2 hrs before i get ready for class staring into space through my smudged glasses..im kinda numb cuz i took some excedrin to ease the full body aching, and now im shaking and staring at the screen and it feels like when a camera for a cliche teenage show, does a quick dramatic zoom from wide shot to closeup to the sound of the record needle being yanked off the phonograph. i zone out and come back to that feeling every few minutes and i cant stop bouncing my leg...but i dont ache anymore
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i didnt sleep last nite so there was no way to miss class...i went to buruss hall at 9 for my 905 math and i forgot my schedule and couldnt find the class, i knew it was downstairs but i didnt kno what room, so walked around looking for familiar students goign into rooms but i only know a few kids from math so i went and explored some of campus and enjoyed the beautiful fall day and found mikes convenience store where they sell cloves...
i checked my mail and low and behold the mysterious package david sent me was there along with a phone bill, i have to pay 5 bucks a month and i didnt even make one phone call from my dorm room...davids package was fun and much appreciated, a picture of him with a note, some stickers, an alkaline trio cd and a bracelet which i will never take off...thanks buddy...
in Gcom i finally talked to my teacher and she said i had a zero for not showing up for the speech and that her email has been down thats why i didnt get any response from her...however thank god that no one in my class read the textbook on how to give a speech cuz they all did it wrong and, she's never done this but our classes grades were so bad that she is giving everyone including me a chance to redo the same speech and she'll average the 2 grades...so the best i can get is a 50 but thats fine cuz i'm lucky that i can now pass the class at all...woo hooo...
since its columbus day and lots of folks have off, its an open house here and theres tour groups everywhere, i like being overly nice to them and making them think everyone is nice...thats how they got me, but i visited on a weekend when everyone was drunk so of course they were nice...
oooh oooh also i got my first nosebleed, or at least the first one i've gotten since i started forming conscious memories, perhaps one time coked up in vegas with some chinese businessmen and high class whores but that wouldnt have been conscious or remembered....my nose was pouring and i thought it was just runny and it was flowing so fast it got all over the floor and then since my neck is sore i couldnt lean back so i laid down on the floor till it stopped...exciting!
and whatever organ is in my lower right of my back, spleen/liver/kidney/pancreas/?, its not getting better but instead is throbbing more and harder, i think its trying to escape my wretched failure body, or its just answering my calls for death or is dead from abuse...
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