Danny Who's Journal

Subject:	its not the place but the company u keep...
Time:	3:24 am.
Mood:	complacent.
Music:	folk implosion - natural one.

i couldnt see very well today, i dunno if its cuz i slept in my contacts or if its cuz i'm sick and i am mal nutritioned or if my damn eyes are trying to escape my miserable body as well... i just couldnt focus on anything everything was blurry...

i realized that i havent been to a dining hall in 4 days, i keep just sleeping through meals or neglecting to leave the room and i have been eating chips and dip and candy, cereal and water and excedrin...i made ramen twice and easy mac once, some corn pops and cocoa pebbles and finished off 5 cans of dip, bags of BJ's size fritos, ruffles, doritos and half a bag of cheese doodles (which i broke the bag so they are in a bowl and got stale after 2 hours so im eating them slowly and grudgingly)

my mom said my groundbreaking nosebleed may be the first one i've ever had cuz she cant remember me ever having one either, and she also said it probly from excessive excedrin use...my nose still aches and is either very dry or runny but mostly very dry and throbbing..

i have a new hobby doctoring photos and making makeshift very very basic animations on the computer, but it gives me something to do other than tv and its a creative outlet..i actually look forward to going back to the room to work on an idea i had when i'm out so it makes me happy for the time being..

i got a 69 on my business test but he gave us a good curve cuz the class average for our class was 66 and the other one was 57 so i ended up with 83 woopdeewoop yay!

i have carried the pack of cloves i bought yesterday in my pocket all day and its been killing me but i havent smoked one..i went to smoke around midnight and i was walking down the hall and Jardin said out of nowhere "u smoke today?"
me: "what? not today man"
Jardin: "do u smoke weed or ciggarettes"
danwho: "both but not regularly and not today"
Jardin: "ciggarettes will kill u, im dissapointed in u man,"
dannyboy:"u should be, im dissapointed in me too"...
...that was out of the blue i didnt have a ciggarette in my ear, i didnt say im going to smoke now nothing he just sensed it and it was like a sign...so i got a bottle of water and then went back to my room without smoking, he saved me for one more day...but then the burning in my pocket got worse and i went outside around 3am and smoked, u silly fuck...take that god and ur signs!

but something good came from it...i found my spot on campus, i was looking for a place i could go to for peace and fresh air that was out of my room and for the meantime i seem to have found it, it has an over hang but is open on both ends, a bright wall sconce light for reading, a good view, but yet out of the way of daily traffic, and its right below my beloved riding rail, so im set i think...

i have a gcom group meeting tommmorow, we're gonna play pool at 12:30 and then we're learning first aid in Mil Sci...

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