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i can't sing it now, but be still...someday baby i will, sing you a love you song...
im not gonna talk about war, because you've heard it all, but i support our country, president, and troops (Steve Gray come back safe)...
marc grossman is coming to JMU on Fri. very excited.
ive been running at nights now and after an extended lapse in physical activity, its taking its toll. I end up every night like ive been drinking but I only get the bad effects....i go for a run and when i'm done i can't stand up, i feel like puking, i can't think straight, i just want to go to sleep and i wake up the next morning with mysterious pains and aches....maybe i'm pushing it too hard too soon or i'm really that out of shape because its never been like this before. im not complaining, goodness i know my little trivialities dont mean shit but im just mentioning it....sorry.
more stuff you shouldn't think twice about but hey its my journal so shut up, im in trouble, i'm really close to being academically suspended from JMU at the end of the year...i can still make it but my future is on the fence...i go through moods where i get scared and really know that this is it and im up against the wall, and i make plans to work really hard and schedule my time and work my ass off...and i go through moods where i have a book in front of me and all i can do is stare into space and i slap myself to concentrate and just don't, or i fall asleep or get distracted or say fuck it I dont care or i put it off..and theres really no time left to put it off to, this is it...yeah i know im just a baby and o poor loser, deal with it, everyone else does it, what makes you so special? and yeah i know, whatever, i dont care...sorry.
i found out from 3 people today that they were in Nawlins over spring break, Katie in my Gcom group, the girl who i took a survey for in my dorm, and damnit there was someone else, maybe im wrong, maybe they told me yesterday, but there was someone else...crazy place this world huh?
...whatever if i dont even care writing this, y would u care reading it...its not like anything i can say could have topped Nawlins below, and its not like much i can say matters with the world how it is, so i dont feel so bad for wasting your time...
i shouldnt really bother posting if I have nothing to say ahahah...yeah
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