Current mood:	thirsty
Current music:	Deftones - Change

"i have a lot of anger, towards carol, the kids ..but mostly at this guy, me..i hate me"
i stayed up last this morning til 630am watching the state, matt came in at 545, fell down alot and complained he had to get up in 2 hours and then ran through the halls "wreaking some potomac havoc", i asked what he did and he said "everything man i did everything to this place"...i saw a piece of paper advertising the hoobastank concert that already happend on the floor i guess hes pretty bad ass hahahahah

i slept till like 5 and watched jay and silent bob with elliot and matt, and got dinner with josh, the U, and waited for my parents who were supposed to be here around 9, but my cell was on silent and so when they called around 10 i didnt get the call, we all watched the yankees in our respective locations and we're gonna get breakfast tommorow morning at 9...

joshs room is so cool, he doesnt have a roomate and he made one of the beds into a couch and he stole a coffee table from the lounge and the doors always open and he has fish and the rooms well decorated...i fucking love it but it makes me feel worse to go back to my own room...

i smoked the very last of what i had and danced in my room by myself for awhile stopping only to watch people and their parents in the hall through my peephole..

i ate some protein bars and did alot of pushups and jumped an invisible jumprope, and drew up some sketches to rearrange my room on sun with matt...hopefully i make enough room to jump a real jumprope...

its supposed to rain tommorow so the paint will be running off our chests but what must be done must be done....